New York, New York - Attorneys for Sean "Diddy" Combs on Thursday tried to chip away at the credibility of Casandra Ventura, the hip-hop star's former girlfriend, after two days of her grueling testimony in his trial on sex trafficking charges.

Ventura, the singer widely known as Cassie, told jurors that Combs raped, beat, and forced her into drug-fueled sex parties during their more than 10 years together – excruciating accounts that now open her up to a grilling from defense lawyers.

Combs's attorney Anna Estevao focused on aspects of their relationship that were tender, admitting into evidence numerous emails and text exchanges that include Combs and Ventura expressing love for each other. Other messages were sexually explicit.

When asked why she would look forward to seeing Combs after he had traveled, the 38-year-old Ventura replied: "Because I had fallen in love with him and cared about him very much."

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One of the messages from Ventura to Combs, dated 2009, read: "I'm always ready to freak off lolol."

That refers to the so-called "freak-offs" with Combs, Ventura, and male escorts – sex performances directed by the music mogul that sometimes lasted for days, according to Ventura.

In her third day on the witness stand in Manhattan federal court, Ventura -- who is heavily pregnant with her third child – was soft-spoken and matter-of-fact, answering many defense questions with a simple "yes."

Combs (55) was once one of the most powerful figures in the music industry, but is now incarcerated on charges of sex trafficking and leading an illegal sex ring that enforced its power with crimes including arson, kidnapping, and bribery.

Combs – known during his career as Puff Daddy, P. Diddy, and Diddy – has rejected all charges against him and pleaded not guilty. If convicted, he could spend the rest of his life in prison.

Ventura is the prosecution's star witness: On Tuesday and Wednesday, she described Combs as controlling and willing to wield his wealth and influence to fulfill his desires.

She gave vivid accounts of coercive sex parties – she participated in hundreds, she testified – and brutal beatings.

That testimony will underpin much of the prosecution's case against Combs, who is alleged to have used violence and blackmail to manipulate women over many years.

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However, the defense contends that while Ventura's relationship with Combs was complicated and included domestic abuse, it did not amount to sex trafficking, and that she behaved erratically and even violently herself.

"Being a willing participant in your own sex life is not sex trafficking," said defense lawyer Teny Geragos earlier this week.

The defense implied Thursday that Ventura was taking an active role in planning the sexual encounters, though the singer reiterated that it was with Combs that she wanted to be intimate, not random escorts.

On Wednesday, Ventura alleged that in 2018, as she and Combs were breaking up, he raped her in her living room.

And she testified that her time with the artist – often credited with helping to usher hip-hop into the mainstream – left her with post-traumatic stress disorder, drug addiction, and suicidal thoughts.

The drugs were a "buffer" to withstand the "humiliating" and often filmed sexual encounters, she said.

In a graphic hotel surveillance clip from March 2016 shown to jurors Monday, Tuesday, and again Wednesday, Combs is seen brutally beating and dragging Ventura down a hallway.

The prosecution played portions of the footage while Ventura was on the stand.

When asked why she did not fight back or get up, Ventura answered simply that curled up on the ground "felt like the safest place to be."

Following the hotel assault, Ventura was forced to attend the premiere of her movie The Perfect Match days later while covered in bruises, the jury heard. She said she wore sunglasses to conceal a black eye.

Judge Arun Subramanian on Thursday urged the defense to move more quickly in cross-examining Ventura, given her late-stage pregnancy, and attorneys said they would attempt to wrap up by Friday.

Trial proceedings are anticipated to continue well into the summer.

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